Though there are a lot of things to do although it's just a small hospital, but the things that i had learnt and are learning are just so routine and repeated and paperworks. And to meet targets of producing minutes of meetings and attend meetings.. When only can i get myself out from here and go back to a bigger hospital? i should say a big hospital...
Why are those bosses not doing their jobs fairly? Even though being 'taught' by our new DG, but still not productively distributing posts and jobs? Can i get myself to HQE II?
I still don't have a good skills in deciding and making good decisions. Although a lot of mistakes had been done throughout the years, i might had learn a lot but right after i have taught what i should do, i go back to the same old me. The lack of bosses or someone superior to me make me feel like lacking and lacking of skills ... I am starting to withhold and giving away all my jobs to my new colleagues and i guess he might be here for a very long time.. But not she.. As she is already making noises to get back to west.. Why can't the bosses just do pinjaman posts and just pinjam me back to big hospitals?
Transfer me to Likas.. to Queen 2 .. but not to Queen 1 now as i am quite afraid of the bosses there.. Not Klinik Kesihatan for me please. And not enforcement either.
Had been shot dead on last monday due to bad performance of everything in this hospital. I am getting sick of the people here who only know how to make a lot of noises but without improvements. Everyday long waiting time which still don't seek for any improvements. Changes and trials made are for the good, not to make it worse. If it's not good, we should search for alternatives. Rather than just remain the same, with no better improvements. Shot shot shot dead till i felt so embarrass for making any comments as i think really, we did not do well. And we did badly. But i learned a lot through the shooting sessions... and i knew how bad we were. And too bad no one else was there to learn... And i am alone learning, but i can't convey the bombing lessons to everyone effectively. Running out of stocks is the number 1 thing we have. We are sorry to all the patients who can't get their stocks.. and it's all abt the management of stocks...
I am sick of this place... do transfer me fast.. there is another one and a half month for me to see if God is doing His job!
