Thursday, May 31, 2007

人生


人的一生有高潮, 有低落。人没有遇到任何挫折是不会有所反省与进步的。

昨天,我学生生涯的最后一个考试成绩终于放榜了。有所期待的考试成绩表竟是一个等级罢了,但也代表了一切!成绩放榜了,我的心情是错综复杂的。有人欢喜有人愁。我毕竟是愁多过欢喜,复杂的心情维持了蛮久,到头来竟是以上那句话开窍了我。希望各位也能感同深受。

p/s 听到一位同班同学在和楼下一个外国邻居要去派对了。 我在苏格兰一年的时间也不晓得认识了多少为外国朋友啊。来这儿读书,给我的感觉是一点也不象是在国外读书,也没多少认识到外国人的风俗习惯,觉得好可惜,但毕竟要加入他们是一间超级困难的事啦!

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Today is a public holiday back in Sabah, celebrating the Kadazan's festival, what is that called already? hmm.. the "feng shou jie" in mandarin..

Mom told me doggie got hurt due to he stratching himself (might be due to the hot weather). And then he has to take medicine and apply topical medicine. surely is not "he" apply himself, sure is my mom applying medicine on "him"... so pity, my doggie is already very old, i guess is around 8 or 9 years old, but still hope that he can live forever.. (quite impossible actually).. haha.. n oh, mom said weather is very hot, n how can i survive when i m back in kk then? how? i wil sure complain a lot and wanna on the air-cond 24/7..

认为自己好像有点失败。。。

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

The Process

The process.. the tidying up process and the packing process.. an economy box of 18x18x30 inches seems to be a bit bigger for me! I had put all my things in but still, there r some spaces.. n i dunno wat else can i put in to fill it to the maximum!! Other things which i think are important, i m not planning to put it into the box, cos i m not so sure will my box reach my house safely.. So important stuffs r still all with me.. And maybe, during this whole year of stay in glasgow, i din spend much money buying new things, din buy much new clothes, sweaters or jumpers or so.. so, i got nothing to send home.

Watching "It started with a kiss", taiwan series. Was so bored and thus searching tudou for some series to watch and found playlist for this series, and last time i had been wanting to watch this series but always i stop myself from watching it cause whenever i started with a series, i will watch it non-stop and won't be doing any other things.. So, now holiday already, so i have plenty of time to watch it!!

Saturday, May 26, 2007

no exams, even busier

No Exams, Even Busier

No exams, even busier.. this is so true! 2 and 1/2 weeks had passed since my last paper on the 9th May, and i am so busy each and everyday. I need to clean my room, pack my box for shipping, pack my clothes, do laundry, clean the house, eat finish my food and clear all the food i have.... i have so many things to do! I need to work to earn money as well, but i think i won't be working anymore for Premiership, and today (26 May 07) marks the last day of my job! (probably)... Coming month will be a busy month for me!

Today worked at Hampden Park as till worker at Kiosk 1.2. Never worked at such kiosk before. It's actually a "Disabled kiosk", catering the disabled ones. It's at the lowest floor as it's for disables. I am the only one working in the kiosk, and i am the so called cook, supervisor, till worker and everything. I do everything. But actually there isn't much things to do! For the whole kiosk, there are only 50 scotch pies, 30 steak pies, 10 Macaroni pies, and hot drinks and cold drinks. Sold out 49 scotch pies, 30 steak pies, and 6 Mac pies. And for the whole session, i think i only earn around 120 pounds. Not much people go to that kiosk though. I am the only one working there, and i am really so scared initially, cos the place is so so damn quiet. (Oh ya, forgotten already, that police requested for a receipt and he din go back and collect from me!!) Scared initially but later on i think it's ok. But if i need anything, i can't find anyone to help me though! Ooo, actually got a Supervisor (is it called supervisor? She is actually in charge of 3 kiosk)... She did everything.. she did the opening stock, and calculated everything at the end.. I did the closing stock count, and count all the money.. (actually is just my money!)... Oh, i cooked the pie, i took the pies out. Erm, what else did i do? erm.. nothing much actually... just like a till worker being like a supervisor, supervising myself... haha..
Sigh.. I m so dark now! Where's my fair-er skin?

N i m so dark now! Went to Manchester, Liverpool, Blackpool that time already sun-burnt.. N this trip to Cornwall, thought that the place will be cold due to being nearer to the sea, but who knows, everyday, the weather is so damn good... Bright n super sunny day... Sun shine was like those in Malaysia! It's extremely hot! No curtain in the bus, n always, we must think should we sit at left side or right side of the bus so that the sun is at the other side! But then always can't really know it though! Only we always use our jackets to cover up our face and arms and not the ang mohs.. ang mohs just like the sun so much!! n i hate sun.. Someone in our gang said "i miss malaysia sunshine".. n this is funny, as we are the only those who can't stand the sun.. who kept covering ourselves and also using caps and umbrellas.. The ang mohs all became so red n not dark, but we all became dark n red!! isn't it unfair? haha.. Somemore, the air-cond in the bus was worse.. there isn't really cooling enough! Put sun block on the face n also my fore arms, just to prevent getting dark! It's hard to get fair and then this trip had totally turn me back to the normal DARK me! And i think i won't get fair readily dy! Sad.. And my coming trip to Portugal n Madrid will totally turn me to a charcoal!! Sigh!! I want to be fair.. i need fair skin.. i need whitening lotion... i need white!!!

Friday, May 25, 2007

I m BACK!

Ok. N now i m back! Had been travelling to London, Stonehenge, Dartmoor, Newquay, Lands End, Minack Theatre, Tintagel Castle, Bath, Glastonbury, Cheddar Gorge, Lacock, Avebury Stone Circle. Stopped by at a lot of small towns or villages which i am not sure what their names! Love Land's End... it's beautiful! However, the place is just somehow like the Highland trip we went... but Land's End is the end/tip of the England's land at the south west point! I love Minack Theatre.. it's special! Never ever seen such a theatre before! It's an outdoor theatre and the seats were made of stones! The environments were awesome! Bath is really a beautiful city, but too bad we don't have much time to explore the whole city, and we were only able to spend the only morning time in the Roman Bath.. Too much audio guides provided in the Roman Bath and we don't have enough time to really listen to every audio guides. Stonehenge is a bit out of my expectation.. Thought that the stones are super huge, but it's not actually! Standing stones are located everywhere throughout the trip! Stone circle is very famous as well, but the circle was a bit too big that we follow the stones and walk round the circle, and another factor of not walking round the circle is that there's just too much Sheeps' Shits! Spent the 4 days with 27 people (including us) from Canada, America, Australia, Czech Republic.. We were quoted as the Malaysia Team! These people were not young at all, and only 10 are students! The young couple are cute! The guy is a Hongkee while the female is an angmoh! It's fun actually though we din't really get to know each and everyone of them! We climbed up the hill, down the hill, up n down again! We went hiking here and there, there and here!! The guide wasn't good, crap too much! The bus was just so so noisy! Every morning, everyone was just so kiasu cause everyone wanna rebut for the best seat! The aussie ah gong ah ma are really nice, and they are going to Malaysia next week.. That's all i guess! Just random post 1st... details might be up soon!

Route of our trip~~

Day 1: London – Newquay
Leaving London we whisk you off to the 5000 year old structure of Stonehenge - World Heritage Site and icon of ancient England. We then head through Somerset and Dorset to eerie Dartmoor, home of mischievous pixies and a land of Giants, witches and the Hound of the Baskervilles... Next we through the mysterious Bodmin Moor, home of the Beast of Bodmin and end the day in the English surfer's paradise of Newquay - great waves and fabulous sandy beaches!

Day 2: Newquay - Newquay
We depart for a leisurely drive around the Celtic county of Cornwall stopping at St. Michael's Mount, a tidal island with a medieval castle and church! We then explore the ancient standing stones and quoits of Cornwall, before taking you right to the edge - Land's End! Then it's on to the amazing, atmospheric, outdoor theatre of Minack - built by one woman in the last century and based on a Roman amphitheatre.

Day 3: Newquay - Bath
Leaving Newquay we get a lungful of fresh air on the cliffs of Tintagel before heading back through rugged Dartmoor. Onwards then to the mystical Isle of Avalon, Glastonbury, the birthplace of English Christianity and burial place of King Arthur. After lunch we depart for one of the natural wonders of England - Cheddar Gorge - a mini Grand Canyon and home of the famous cheese.

Day 4: Bath - London
The morning is spent exploring the city, famous for its Roman Baths (of course!) and impressive Georgian architecture. We finish off the tour with a visit to historic Lacock, one of England's most picturesque villages and home to many a costume drama - Pride & Prejudice and Emma to name but a few, before dropping by 5000 year old Avebury Stone circle - the largest circle of stones in Europe. Then it’s back to England's capital city, London, and the end of the tour.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Tag (tagged by Cherrie... !!)

Tag (tagged by Cherrie... !!)

1) Name one person who made you smile last night
Last night? Erm.. can't think of any person now..

2) What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sleeping

3) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Talking on the phone

4) What was something that happened to you in 2006?
I finished my 2 1/2 yrs in IMU, leaving KL and came to Glasgow

5) What is the last thing you said aloud?
erm... dunno la!

6) How many different things did you drink today?
Tap water... Orange juice (from concentrated), Mineral Water and Fosters (beer oh!!) -- Today worked in Hamilton, as a bar staff, n get to try Fosters!

7) What color is your hairbrush?
Black

8) What was the last thing you paid for?
Apple tart from M&S

9) Where were you last night?
In my room

10) What color is your front door?
brown - colour of wood

11) Where do you keep your change?
My "dompet"

12) What is the weather like today?
Sunny, then raining heavily, then sunny then raining -- today is freezing cold cause i was working outdoor today!!!

13) What is the best ice cream flavor?
Chocolate n hazelnut..

14) What is something you are excited about?
Non - - got too many things to fan about!!

15) Do you want to cut your hair?
Sure! My hair is so long n messy now!!

16) Are you over the age of 25?
Nah!!~~

17) Do you talk a lot?
Not really... depends on the person who i m talking to.. i always feel very lazy to talk..

18) Do you watch The O.C
Nah~~

19) Do you know anyone named Steven?
Erm.. close friends? nah~~

21) Are you typically a jealous person?
Jealous? yes i think.. depends on what i m jealous to tooo..

22) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter “A”
Adeline (cherrie, i also got a friend named adeline)

23) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter “K”
Kelvin/Kevin

24) Who’s the 1st person on your received calls list?
U mean the 1st person who called me when i started to use my phone? hmm, i guess should be yinting.. erm, if the 1st person appeared on my phone list, i m not so sure who cause is not any of my friends!!

25) What did the last text message you received say?
Ok

26) Do you chew on your straws?
Not really!

27) Do you have curly hair?
Nah!!~~

28) Where is the next place you’re going?
toilet.. to brush my teeth n wanna sleep already!!

29) Who is the rudest person in your life?
wow.. this is hard to answer!! rudest?? erm.. no gua.. -- ok.. n now the babi told me the answer should be YinC..

30) What is the last thing you ate?
Ready salted Walkers (at Hamilton)

31) Is marriage in your future?
Depends on fate (cherrie quoted)

32) What is the best movie you’ve seen in the past two weeks?
movie? no oh.. long time din watch movie already! My last movie was Blood Diamond!

33) Is there anyone you like right now?
Like? yes.. i like u... u... ya, it's u who r reading my blog!!

34) When was the last time you did the dishes?
Long time din have proper meal.. yesterday just had some left over bread + hotdog n wedges!

35) Are you currently depressed?
Yes.. a bit... cos there is just too many things bothering me!!! Can i jus solve everything now??

36) Did you cry today?
Nah!!~~ cry for wat? Cry because of the drunkie who talking non-sense meh??

37) Why did you answer and post this?
Because i think this tag is not bad... and then most important is cherrie tagged me n asked me to update my blog! ! ok, so, this tag is here in my own blog and not in sesatgang blog!!!

38) Tag 5 people who would do this?
No no.. i m good and i won't tag people!!! kakaka...

Ok. N now i m so tired!! n i wanna sleep dy!!!! n now only i realised that there isn't any title appearing in my blog!! how how?? how how?? haiz!!

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Things to do

Things to do

Ok. New template set!

Life is so gonna be busy! i have so many things to do but i m wasting my time now..

Things to do:
1. Going Manchester tomolo
2. Print the itinerary (dunno spelling correct or nt) out
3. The graduation robe
4. Birbeck booking
5. Go bank
6. Book for london hostel
7. Check details for sending things back KK
8. Clean my messy room
9. Buy sunblock - cos i don't wanna get dark
10. Pay CC
11. Buy some food

And now i think i really can't feel that now is already MAY! And i have to remember tat second sunday of MAy is Mother's Day! Don't ever forget to call back home!

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Exams ended

Exams ended

Ok. Here to announce that the last day of uni ended! And i m no longer a student! "quoted by cW"...

Ok. Gonna go out makan later...

During exams week, i never stop touching my laptop touch pad... n now, after exams, i don feel like touching dy!! really dunno why?!!

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

4 down.. left LAST one!!

Yea. Drug Delivery System over! Left last one! M so happy now..

But must study for PharmCare too for tomorrow afternoon paper, then later can play liao!! yippi..

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Sigh

Sigh.. what m i doing now? My mind is really full of non-sense again... 3 days of break seems to be holiday break for me, but by right, i should study for my DDS n PharmCare for coming tues n wed exams. Huh, memorising again! Brain is now saturated, n when i wanna revise for my DDS, all the chemical structures i learnt in biopharm will start popping out!! ... sigh! ...

p/s Project Superstar 2 winner is Henley... Congrats!

Friday, May 04, 2007

3 down, 2 more to go

Today's paper - Biopharmacy 5. Hard nya! yesterday i already got no mood to continue reading the module notes, cos just don't feel like reading, due to the scopes of the module being too large! too many chapters n things to memorise until i wanna vomit blood! worst!! n today, 1st question already dunno how to do! I tot cephalosporins won't be coming out, so din't really go n memorise the generations, n who knows, """three lines""" ... all about cephalosporins pula.. n my spelling for ticarcillin is wrong! sigh... was thinking if there is a "r" n ends up din write the "r".. aiyo! n some ques same as past year la! but i din go n find the answers for the ques thinking that same ques won b coming out! who knows ... """three lines again"""" eyes bengkak now.. wanna sleep but i normally don take nap 1, so v hard to get into sleep la!! k la. 2 more!! gambateh!! n can't wait to go to manchester!! Manchester, here i come!!!

p/s Just found out that the presentation mark for Pharm Care was out on Spider dunno since when.. no comment on the mark, cause my presentation skill is worse! so no hope for that!

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

2 down, 3 more to go!

Just finished Advanced Drug Discovery module just now, and yesterday had Clinical Pharm n Prescribing module. Today's questions were quite expected, but actually not to stay i spot on questions or titles but actually i really study everything of the topic i planned to do. So, cannot say spot questions also ... but what to do, i din read extra things on the genetic topic, so, what i answered for the questions were just so little and short. But nothing can be done now. jus move on.

These few days, while studying, i still can't really concentrate on my studies. Still in the mind thinking of a lot of things.. so, always, my pace of studying is super duber slow n i will only start panic when i knew that i only finished one topic - the modelling topic - at around 8pm yesterday, while i started studying since i was back at around 1sth pm.... but with first 3 hours dunno doing what, and intermediate disturbance of the REAL fire alarm for almost half an hour or more. But who cares, that fire alarm cured my headache i suffered since i was back at home.. maybe due to low oxygen in my room, and the moment being outside sun-bathing was great (as if i m gonna be like ang mo) but gonna contradicts my fairer skin i have now... SP suggested to have a bbq session outside there like the ang mo next week!! kaka.. so, SP, u better plan for it, i m waiting! Oh, ok. Back to what i was saying, i studied finish one chapter at around 8pm, and i got 4 more to go. Ok. Next study gene which takes me time n time until 12 sth. C, it's already 12sth but my pace was still damn slow! So, left the pain that i planning to do, so hafal all the ion channels 1st, then move on to cancer, cincai read on the notes i made, no time for the details already. Then go sleep fast fast. Wake up early n continue for the first chapter on natural compounds on lead products. Din plan on this chapter cause i know i surely won't answer unless the questions came out to be those choose 4 out of 8 where i got 4 i know how to do. So also got target on this chapter.. Target? use ligands to target the binding site la!!

Ok. Now too many things in my mind. Gonna relax for some times before continue on biopharm since biopharm exam will only be held on friday.. 1 and a half more days to go!! M dizzy now!