Sigh.. I m so dark now! Where's my fair-er skin?

N i m so dark now! Went to Manchester, Liverpool, Blackpool that time already sun-burnt.. N this trip to Cornwall, thought that the place will be cold due to being nearer to the sea, but who knows, everyday, the weather is so damn good... Bright n super sunny day... Sun shine was like those in Malaysia! It's extremely hot! No curtain in the bus, n always, we must think should we sit at left side or right side of the bus so that the sun is at the other side! But then always can't really know it though! Only we always use our jackets to cover up our face and arms and not the ang mohs.. ang mohs just like the sun so much!! n i hate sun.. Someone in our gang said "i miss malaysia sunshine".. n this is funny, as we are the only those who can't stand the sun.. who kept covering ourselves and also using caps and umbrellas.. The ang mohs all became so red n not dark, but we all became dark n red!! isn't it unfair? haha.. Somemore, the air-cond in the bus was worse.. there isn't really cooling enough! Put sun block on the face n also my fore arms, just to prevent getting dark! It's hard to get fair and then this trip had totally turn me back to the normal DARK me! And i think i won't get fair readily dy! Sad.. And my coming trip to Portugal n Madrid will totally turn me to a charcoal!! Sigh!! I want to be fair.. i need fair skin.. i need whitening lotion... i need white!!!