Suddenly syt said she read bk my previous x'mas post abt our trip to budapest... n so i just go n find n read back. Really remind me a lot of things.. recall a lot of memories. And after read that post, i start to read bk all my previous posts.. n i feel that a lot of posts shouldnt b publicized here one. lol. that's why this should b a private diary for me. and not a diary for syt la.... lol.... funny syt made me laughing giler only...

Wat m i up to now? erm, still the normal me. working n sleeping n watching series. nth much happening nowadays... oh ya, new Dr came in hosp papar since 16th Dec.. n when he is here, another Dr starts on leave. so.. still left 3 Drs and pity pengarah still hv to go n review patients. That day was asking pengarah if both of us (the pharmacists) can on leave during cny together. n he said, ok ar if everything is fine. But then after that he is like quite scared oso. do he ? but nvm la. both of us wont be taking leave together ... cos my colleague said she got nothing to do if take leave during cny week. So she choose to take leaves b4 cny, n i will b taking on the cny week. n pengarah some more said: our hospital can close down liao la. dr goh on leave, dr teoh on leave, i on leave... left 2 Drs onli... i was there laughing... wat a lol....

So regret of wasting my whole night at a stupid dinner! tot what the dinner is all abt, chinese pengarah is the AJK for some local artists award thingy n was invited to attend the dinner. And u know, is so noisy there.... the audio system is so lousy. i hate myself now for accepting the offer to attend the dinner. anyway, dinner half way n i left because i m so boring... Dr Aini was sitting beside me, but i got no topic to chat wif her. the whole table of hospital staffs, so interested on this thing but i got no idea n don't really know how to appreciate or enjoy the event... wanna leave n they say it's still early or even it's going to finish soon. but it's jus half way thru the award giving... cannot stand dy. after i left, i was so so so relieved. never felt so relieved b4... ok. promise not to accept any kind of invitation for any weird dinner anymore~

The feeling is all abt again....... haih.

Today went for ballroom dancing competition... go n watch n not participating.. wow, i just love the ballroom dance. if got chance, might get myself into this. But when i c those young ppl dancing, i can feel myself being old to start learning.... cha cha.. quick steps, bla bla bla... ballroom dance is still better than those malays/locals award giving events....... haih....

my blog's name: janice's dreamy mind.. i really thinks that i dream a lot.. STOP dreaming n get into sleep... dreaming awakenly jus kills me the next day. My eyes are so bengkak now n i m so sleepy now. Slept ard 12 or 2 ? nt so sure what time did i really get into sleep... n wake up ard 4 sth! huh.. i m so tired now~ hopefully no more thinking much today~ get into sleep~

Scary things happened sometimes~

I m not so sure what my feeling is all about now ...

Yesterday my fren told me her fren is getting married next week n she is going to b the zi mui.... i m so happy to hear tat.. n i m waiting for my turn to become zi mui... become zi mui 1st, not to say abt getting married~ i don think i wil ever get married so soon~ luckily my fren's fren is the same age as my elder bro one... nt my age one. so i m still ok wif it~ n my bro is oso going to get married soon. Oh. everyone oso getting married n i might somehow feel some pressure towards me~ pressure by myself ~ no one ever gif me any pressure on getting a bf or wat... but i can feel that i m giving myself pressure~ cos i m nt young anymore~

oo. talking abt zi mui, i m waiting for being zi mui next year june... so happy... my fren is getting married~ wat wil be it like for being a zi mui?? haha. so curious to know. n hv to wear nice nice lo... keep fit 1st~ lazy ass still sitting in the office typing blog... now is lunch break but i m here in the office ... din go out to hunt for food... cos nth to eat outside~ sien on the food sold outside~ so eating bread~ it's just once in a while~

i wan go travel~ this is wat i m always saying abt ~ but i never plan for any trips.... who wants to go wif me oh? aiyoyo.. but when is my induksi ler? actually i should be in the induksi which has just finished, but pengarah don let me go~ sob sob... the so called they hatred one Dr is there ba~ aiyo. missed the show~ the ngu families~ lol....

STOP dreaming... wake up wake up~

oh yea. yest went medical camp~ love it~ cos it was so relaxing n somehow get to know who r the Drs... haha. cos normally i always mixed up this is that, that is this~ lol.. they r specialist but i dunno them.. so sorry to those specialist ~ haha.. but my hosp now got no specialist oso~ hehe...

ok. stop here.. i m waiting for next yr august to come~ wei, u all, don ffk~~