my blog's name: janice's dreamy mind.. i really thinks that i dream a lot.. STOP dreaming n get into sleep... dreaming awakenly jus kills me the next day. My eyes are so bengkak now n i m so sleepy now. Slept ard 12 or 2 ? nt so sure what time did i really get into sleep... n wake up ard 4 sth! huh.. i m so tired now~ hopefully no more thinking much today~ get into sleep~

Scary things happened sometimes~

I m not so sure what my feeling is all about now ...

Yesterday my fren told me her fren is getting married next week n she is going to b the zi mui.... i m so happy to hear tat.. n i m waiting for my turn to become zi mui... become zi mui 1st, not to say abt getting married~ i don think i wil ever get married so soon~ luckily my fren's fren is the same age as my elder bro one... nt my age one. so i m still ok wif it~ n my bro is oso going to get married soon. Oh. everyone oso getting married n i might somehow feel some pressure towards me~ pressure by myself ~ no one ever gif me any pressure on getting a bf or wat... but i can feel that i m giving myself pressure~ cos i m nt young anymore~

oo. talking abt zi mui, i m waiting for being zi mui next year june... so happy... my fren is getting married~ wat wil be it like for being a zi mui?? haha. so curious to know. n hv to wear nice nice lo... keep fit 1st~ lazy ass still sitting in the office typing blog... now is lunch break but i m here in the office ... din go out to hunt for food... cos nth to eat outside~ sien on the food sold outside~ so eating bread~ it's just once in a while~

i wan go travel~ this is wat i m always saying abt ~ but i never plan for any trips.... who wants to go wif me oh? aiyoyo.. but when is my induksi ler? actually i should be in the induksi which has just finished, but pengarah don let me go~ sob sob... the so called they hatred one Dr is there ba~ aiyo. missed the show~ the ngu families~ lol....

STOP dreaming... wake up wake up~

oh yea. yest went medical camp~ love it~ cos it was so relaxing n somehow get to know who r the Drs... haha. cos normally i always mixed up this is that, that is this~ lol.. they r specialist but i dunno them.. so sorry to those specialist ~ haha.. but my hosp now got no specialist oso~ hehe...

ok. stop here.. i m waiting for next yr august to come~ wei, u all, don ffk~~