It's been a long time since my last post!

Had been busy over the days... 6 weeks in clinical, but for me, there are just too many holidays in between. so, my 6 weeks gonna be equivalent to 5 weeks. But i still need to do 6 weeks works.. so, what i can do is just rushing to finish everything. But.. my counselling form only reach 29 n it's already end of 4th wk, which i should have done 40 actually. So, i m really lag behind. Next 2 weeks, i m alone in clinical, all my colleagues graduated from clinical dy! omg. No one for me to enquire for..

It's really stress here. I can feel that i really dunno anything. counselling oso no one teach me, also dunno if i did counsel the patient correctly or not. Cause a lot of things i think need experience, i can't imagine what my patient will ask me, n i think i sure dunno how to answer one! N when doctors asked me, i also can't directly gif him/her a definite answer. Cause i scared what i say is wrong, so i need help... help from TDM ppl. That day, so lucky that i met my TDM colleague in surgical ward. N he helped me to solve a query! Doctor asked me a ques, n i flip thru my BNF.. n there isn't any dose recommendations. So, i asked the doctor to call DIC.. oo. i really cha.. stress la. All the local uni's graduates are really geng. You can really feel that IMU ppl are different one, Erm, cannot say IMU ppl la, should just say me alone!! i needa learn more!

Surgical ward's experience really different! i like it though cos i encountered a lot of weird surgical terms! So, i have to always find out the meaning for all the surgocal procedures terms, which i think is quite interesting! N i needa always go back to medical ward just to find cases for counselling. For the last week experience in surgical ward, few of my patients expired! That's sad! A patient came in with stroke gets worse n expired due to the reason of intracranial bleed with sepsis. I really felt pity for his family. His wife said why can he gets worse after days n days though few days before was still ok! ... So, conclusion, don't ever get into my hosp... better don stay in crowded ward as there are outbreaks of MRSA and ESBL, which are fatal!!!

Left 2 weeks in clinical. That's fast. Going to Beringgis this thurs till sunday! N i still need to study for 2 thick books... forensic exam on 26th nov. Can't spend too much time doing non-sense dy! K la. Healty healthy healthy lo....