M currently in induksi.. n it's nice to stay in hotel though my house is just 10 minutes away. 4 Star hotel, with breakfast, tea break, lunch, tea break, dinner, supper... 6 meals a day is killing me. But i hate the food so much now. So boring with the food. Get to know some people, which is good. But need to study, which i hate it so much. And there r a lot to study, don't really know which one to study, to memorise for essay questions. So a lot....

Currently, mood is wavy... happy depress happy depress.. it's just like the "wavy line" characteristic i chose during btn Latihan Dalam Kumpulan. I hate my life.. I don't want it to be like that. Sometimes i will think, what if 1 day i commit suicide, wat will b the story then? but i shouldn't do such thing, commit suicide for wat????? non-sense, rite? so.. i should always have positive thinking... no more negative thinking. Life wil still have to go on, though there were lots of obstacles and downside throughout this year. It's April dy, and May is coming soon in just 5 days time, whereby my induksi will end at that time soon... Anyone in induksi currently? Shud share tips if got... hehe...

Another week, n i will need to go back to the boring store of hospital papar dy. Hope renovations are done n i can do more dispensing, counselling... don't wanna b stucked at the non-ventilated store anymore. Bedside dispensing is a another thing to do...

Moreover.. plans are all in my mind... hopefully i can really do everything i wish to do. Learn more when i still manage... Participate more activities though at the same time, money will be spent more....

Forget the past...