Wandering mind

What is my mind thinking of? Really dunno wat do i want to do everyday! Thinking of studying but when i open my book, i feel like lying down on my lovely bed. Ok, then i will bring my book along to my bed! Then, i will start sleeping.. Fall asleep so easily wif the hypnotizing book in front of me! Hmm, reading some friends' blogs recently, and found out that their lifes are just so meaningful, great things to do everyday! But when compared to mine, it's wat a big contradictory!

Now, i m thinking of my future again! Always think of my future. To b a successful pharmacist in the future, i will have to study more n learn more n speak more! My eng is jus sux to the max! Oh, and yea, hopefully i realli get to go back to Sabah to work, or if not, Sarawak or Kl might be my second n third choice! Sabah.. i want to work in QE, so pls do arrange me there! Erm, if not, Papar clinic kesihatan might be ok too cause i got place to stay near there, but too, it will be such a boring life to live alone! But still, i want to be in KK, to be in QE or any other klinik kesihatan in kk, penampang, till Inanam also can, but not till Tuaran or Telipok, that's jus so so far away! Hmmm, and then if go Sarawak, mayb i want to be in Bintulu, or else Kuching, but jus not other places cause there aren't any relatives at other places. But still, i won't prefer to stay wif relatives lo, it's too troublesome!

Heard my fren back in IMU saying that Prof PP might b applying for the twinning programme students to b able to work in UK after graduating in Strathclyde Uni, cause of Nottingham pharmacy students r able to work in UK after graduating! Ok, so it's jus so not fair to us cause we are not able to work here! If work here, i can jus earn so much here, but laws here r jus so a lot, so do scare of making mistakes too!

Hmm, yest went to XV's church for some kind of "Kiosk"(is it spelled in such a way? hopefully is correct). Din join 1 game but played 2 games. Game 1, squat down to bite the cereal box, wif the cereal box being tore from time to time, which means the cereal box is getting smaller, n u r not supposed to touch the floor wif ur hands. N we din join this game cause we think it's not hygienic enough cause everyone's saliva will jus stick on the box cause we need to bite the box! Ok. Ignore this game. Game 2, protect our balloons n gonna steal balloons from another group! YM, who r suppose to b in the same grp as us, suddenly gave up. N our grp members r jus so little n we lost in the end. Know why she suddenly gif up? She said the game is too aggresive! Haha, that's true! Game 3, guess words, which r written wif ass... k.. got to guess one word n won a MARs chocolate! haha.. And magic show performance too during that party! Overall, not bad n quite enjoying actually!

Not going to be longwinded! N gonna stop here n continue on another day then!

Day 1 of school n so proud to b a sabahan!

1st day of 4th yr uni life, din get to know any local students yet, n so sick of starting classes, tutorials, lectures n workshops. Really hate to concentrate on doing something. Is really very tiring!!

Hey, now only i know Amber Chia is actually from Sabah! Haha.. so proud of being a sabahan!! kaka.. Ok, i knew it after reading someone's bulletin in friendster. So, the bulletin sounds as below: (btw, i dunno how true is it, cause some i really not sure about that, but i think most r really the truth except abt the football one, i m not too sure! Jus copy, n paste it here.)

Author: unknown, very likely is a Sabahan

Have you ever asked or heard people asking,whether Sabahans still live on the jungle, hunt forfood andwear clothing made out of leaves?If I was asked so, I would proudly say yes.(Cubaimagine Marsha AF2 pakai Nipah leaves skirtsama Coconut bra) hehe..

When you as a Sabahan start to feel low justbecause you’re from Sabah, these facts wouldmake you change your mind:

We have the second largest International airport inMalaysia. While other’s might not even have any.

We have three major airports, while others mightnot have one

Car fuel is the cheapest here.

We have two official cities, KK and Sandakan andsoon Tawau, while others might only have a town.

We are still the reason why tourist comes toMalaysia, for our mount Kinabalu.

Two out of the top three of the sexiest girl inMalaysia are from Sabah(Daphne Iking and AmberChia) according to FHM.

The whole Philippine country doesn’t envy Malaysia. They envy Sabah.

Sipadan Island, need I explain?

Everybody say’s Mokhtar Dahari is the mainreason Malaysian football team qualified for the Olympics, football event in the 80’s. With all due respect, the two goals are scored by Hassan Saniand James Wong, both Sabahan. Not forgetting the man who kept Malaysia at bay, Peter Rajah, also aSabahan as the goalie.

The most air travelers are from Sabah. Almost allSabahan have at least traveled once or twice withairplane, compared to the west Malaysians.

We have our own daily newspaper, Daily Expressand Sabah Times.

Every time there’s a reality show, our contestantalways reaches respectful level. AF, Blast-Off etc. We live in harmony, not just with Malay, Indian andChinese, but also with Kadazan, Dusun, Bajau, Murut, Rungus etc. The term Sabah truly Asia ismore like it.

Most of us Sabahan speaks at least 4 differentlanguage.

This is just to name a few, but despite all this, we are still proud to be Malaysian.
Happy belated SABAH Day! (16 September 2006)

Final yr research project - wow, i m in my final yr!

Always wanna blog on my trips. But i am so so so busy in selecting pics that i want, and deleting those that i don't want. And to blog, i have to elect some and post it. But too bad, i am so so so lazy to do so. Actually i wrote a long post on my highland trip, jus that lack of pics will make the post dull, so i might not b posting it out!

Hmmm, found out that if we always only take group pics, all the pics will not look nice, wat i mean is the beautiful view behind is totally blocked by all of us. So, do prefer smaller groups pics or individual pics. However, is also up to individual, some ppl do always wanna take group pics only!

Research project, year 4 final year project, i m in group 30, title is on some dunno wat vector (to do wif genes) to be targetted to metastases or brain tumour. Hmm, sounds like a super hard topic. Yea, luckily i found someone to be in the same grp wif me. Oh ya, and we all from J5 cannot b separated from ppl in E9 n F10. 3 of us from J5 are respectively to be in the same group from 3 of them from that 8 ppl unit. It's fate! We were so not gonna b separated. Yea, enjoyed our trip wif all of u, n do hope that our coming trips will b well-planned and there shouldn't b last mins ticketing anymore. Oh yea, some realli nice n wonderful experiences throughout the trips, as a really backpacker! Haha..

Back in glasgow again

Yea, i m back in glasgow again, back from london trip. M v tiring when compared to highland trip. Is really rushing here n there. London ppl r fast, they walk v fast, talk v fast, n they are realli v rude. However, some are realli v nice, like those we asked to know about the directions, they are willing to tell us in a good manner. Ok, my 5 days 4 nights london trip was great. We went to a lot of places, but still we din get to some places. Ok, what we had visited includes london eye, madame tussaud, london tower, buckingham palace, trafalgar square, kensington park, hyde park, exterior kensington palace, from high above big ben, parliament, and others, day n night view of tower bridge, also known as london bridge (we saw twice the opening of london bridge), and also the last n most memorable Her Majesty's theatre. Yea, we actually went to london n went to theatre, watched Phantom of the Opera. Is great .. i love their voice, their acts, their dance.... great ballet dance... n then the ending is different from that i watched in movie. Wow, first time experience for this opera, live opera ... is jus the kind wat we always see in drama n movie for oldies time, great.... n some more got ppl selling ice-cream during rest time... ... ... hanging the ice-cream tray thru their neck.... .... ....

Hahaha... ok, our dinner includes Duck rice, Hard Rock cafe dinner, chinese restaurant for kuey teow, Nando's, n burger king. Haha... For lunch, normally we eat sandwiches due to rushing of time n insufficient of time. Overall, this london trip is great too.

Btw, we did go to Cambridge for a one day trip. Cambridge, full of colleges.... which make up university of cambridge. Now onli i know uni of cambridge is not a uni by itself. So, we can't find any main entrance or watsoever to take pic of uni of cambridge..

Back in glasgow

Went to Edinburgh & highlands trip for 9 days 8 nights. Was quite a wonderful tour. Will post up photos as soon as possible, maybe b4 school reopen (22nd Sept). Gonna heading down to london if our plan works! Ok. Let's wish everyone having great & safe travelling n return to glasgow safely.

21 years old

Hello everyone. I m officially 21 years old. Wow, yest (31 aug), went out tat time n when i was filling in a form, i can jus write my age as 21 without thinking twice. Haha.. m i happy wif that? haha.

Ok. How was my day? hmmm, can be considered quite meaningful though, can say tat i m quite satisfied n happy wif the day. Hmmm, can say i never had such days b4 during my birth days all these while. But won't be telling u guys much stories here, cos not feel like writing long essay here. Haha... oh, btw, there isn't any surprise or watsoever la. Still the normal day with some meaningful things done.

Haha. But do thanks for all the wishes. do appreciate them so much, n wishes from a lot of friends that i m not super close to too... realli feel so touched! THANKS A LOT! N thanks for the presents. THANKS A LOT TOO.

MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA! Stupid 3 gals shouting merdeka x3 from one unit to another unit ard 11 sth on 30th aug. Won't b telling u guys who r them. But a lot of ppl should know as they did go to your unit... haha... i m so lucky cos i din get any K card b4. I m always not the mafia too. haha..

Fox & Rain ... is there any relation between them? gotta search in google next time.. haha.. so ceh...

Btw, do HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

Nowadays like 2 songs so much .. 1 - huang hun xiao - cyndi
2 - jin tian ni yao jia gei wo - jolin n tao ze

Trip starting on 2nd sept. Can't wait for it. A bit excited but a bit gan cheong.. hope eveything goes smoothly....

Luckily ~ i ....

Huh, so lucky, i yest onli went to Mark & Spencer to buy the delicious 3 for 5pounds mini bites. And jus now my housemate told me that there aren't anymore offer for that today! Wow, i m so lucky n realli luckily i went out yest due to boredom staying at home doing nothing, n wanna go out for fresh air! Haha.. And yest when i pass by the small stream, i saw the leaves all over the surface of the stream, looks like fungal... haha

Now, there aren't anymore great sales, all the clothing are new clothing for autumn, some r at ok price, some are ex. But stil, the nice one are all so expensive! If i am really so rich like xxx, i will really buy whatever i want, or whatever i like. But still, money is money, money isn't water. So, we must really use money properly. We cannot spend money like letting the tap water flowing non-stop. So, always think thrice before buying an expensive thing lo.

Yea, i really love to read Orange blog! Is really of his experience all these while. A 988 开心车队队友. His life is really wonderful. Going Johor, going malacca, going everywhere n eating all the delicious food. Suddenly miss m'sia food so much when reading his blog. But still i do love the food made of oats here. He is still a student but doing part time job as the 988 队友. Earning money in the meantime n studying hard for his course. Yea, he got in touch with a lot of artistes (singers) b4, and he is really going to be in this entertainment field, being a DJ, a VJ, or jus a normal 新闻记者. Yea, n he is really a wonderful friend though. We were in the same class b4 in junior 2, n he is really very considerate. Ok. Suddenly thought of something, if u and a fren where both of u din talk to each other for yrs n yrs though both of u were once quite close to each other, will u still ask him/her out for a drink? Really wonder how will b the situation if only you and him/her sitting there talking. But if there is more people, i think it will be different. So, huh, i did have a lot of frens, classmates b4, but can only 2 of us go out together without 3rd person? Hmmm, i guess is quite impossible. Do u think so? Hmmmmmmm.... but maybe some people can, but for me, i think is quite hard cos topics to talk are limited, n the situation will be very 尴尬.

Ok. That's all for today! hmm, for my trip coming saturday, hopefully everything will be alright. And hopefully i can get to buy a lot of souvenirs lo. Won't forget those for my family, n oso my frens.. hope so la! But is there any thing in highland? haha.. ..

Hectic life makes mind hectic

Planning is really a hectic thing to do! Not planning studying, is planning trips! Huh, last few days, me n my frens keep on planning the trips, by having discussion together, or through msn. But i think thru msn is a good thing as everyone can click to the respective link to have a look at the tour thingy n decide together saying ok or not ok! Realli few days in a row slept at around 4am... realli v v v tiring! n wake up at around 12pm. Hmm, for me is still ok, cos i no need study pp3. But for all my other frens, they have to concentrate on studying, n they hv to plan the trip together as well... so, sometimes when i found something, i oso not so dare to ask them cos if we start to discuss, it is a 4-5 hours discussion, not an hour discussion! Is realli disturbing them studying!!! And some more this pp3 is a super duber important subject, so they must realli work hard for this! So, all the best lo.. everyone~~

Sometimes, i realli dunno wat people in this world thinking. i know everyone got their own thoughts, but still, have a right mind pls. For example, why does he wanna have the same thing as people though he himself do not have such qualification to own that thing to that high standard? If people had gif u that certain thing to that certain level, jus accept it! Don always hope/wish to have the same thing or have the best thing. Is it that u must always be the 1st, be the top, be the most geng, be the head, be the watever, among all your frens? Is it that u cannot be of a lower standard than ur frens? Haiz.. realli not make sense!

Last time, when i 1st get in touch wif christian things, meaning when my christian frens started to introduce christian thingy to me, and telling me christian stories, one very important thing tat i still n always remember is: Christian shouldn't lie and have to gain forgiveness from Jesus if u lie, cos is a sin if lie. "Hmm, pls correct me if i m wrong! Cos i myself is not a christian and i am not very sure if wat i write here is correct or not." Btw, during secondary school time, no one told me any christian thingy b4 n i not realli know wat's about Jesus and so, but i did went to Sunday school b4, cos my mom thought that me n my sis r wasting time staying at home. So she sent both of us to the church where our kindergarden time was spent. Ok. So, wat the sentence means is: christian should hv a nice heart n seldom lie then!! Rite? But i think is depend on individual gua! Hmmmm... dunno how to continue from here... "do correct me if i m wrong, i realli scare i hurt christians reading this"... *no offence*

Ok. Actually ... i m a person who will get influenced by the surrounding ppl easily, in some cases, but not in some situations. So, still depends... ... ...

请不要拉我进大海! 因为第三者有所不知! 或是说我认为真的只有你们可以解决!